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5 Signs You’re Following A Narcissistic Church Leader

Narcissism is an intense focus on one’s self and typically involves selfishness, entitlement, a constant desire and need for admiration, and a demonstrated lack of empathy. In short, narcissists maintain a me-over-the-rest-of-the-world mindset. 

Sometimes those who lead deteriorate into narcissistic tendencies, but the nature of leadership positions often draws those who already demonstrate narcissistic behaviors. Have you ever wondered if your lead pastor or supervisor in your church is a narcissist? As it turns out, your concern may be not that unfounded.

A recent national study by the American Association of Christian Counselors found that 31.2% of active ordained pastors scored in the diagnostic range for narcissistic personality disorder. I found this statistic shocking and unsettling, and I began to think critically about my own style of leadership in a way that I hadn’t previously considered. 

What is it about narcissism that makes it so prevalent within the world of Christian leadership? More specifically, what is it about leading within the local church that seems to attract so many narcissists?

In some ways, it’s easy to understand how people who suffer from narcissistic personality disorder feel drawn to the local church. People come to the church looking for help and solutions to complex problems, and they seek those answers with us, the local church leaders. But who are you and I to believe that we can advise and lead these people? Why do they believe that we can speak clarity and solutions into their lives? If we’re not careful when leading others, we can cross over from helping them to feeding into our sense of self-importance.

We need to reflect on our own leadership and on the leadership of our team members, since unchecked narcissism can have a profoundly negative influence on our churches. A quick look around today reveals the remnants of broken relationships and churches affected by narcissistic leaders.

In an effort to address this prevalent issue, we’ve developed a list of characteristics that might point to narcissism in a church leader:  

They’re quick to criticize others but fail to see anything they do as wrong. 

Have you ever been around a leader who consistently points out everyone else’s errors or shortcomings? 

In the church world, this person might be the one who notices that the mic stand isn’t leveled in a certain way or takes issue with something said by the host during a Sunday service. This leader has the uncanny ability to pick apart every little problem that arises but somehow never recognizes their own fault or responsibility. When leaders easily find fault with others but refuse to see their own flaws or inadequacies, it points to narcissism.

Dr. Karlyn Borysenko summarized the concern of this behavior aptly when she said, “A narcissist won’t accept even the smallest piece of criticism. Any inkling that they’re less than perfect will drive them over the edge. If your leader can’t take criticism, even of the smallest kind, you need to be very wary of that. You need to be very concerned about where that could potentially lead.” None of us are perfect and we can’t lead from a place where we think we do everything right all the time. Narcissists will struggle to accept this and will be unable to act from a place of humility and recognition of their imperfections.  

They can’t deal with emotions. 

In Rethinking Narcissism, Dr. Craig Malkin explores the idea of narcissists pushing away from emotions. Narcissists will shun any emotions because the very display of emotions or feelings suggests that someone can be touched emotionally by friends, families, partners—and this idea is incredibly unsettling to a narcissist. The concept of emotional expression challenges a narcissist’s sense of perfect autonomy. If they’re feeling anything—even happiness—then they have to admit that those emotions signal that someone else has affected them. This challenges the narcissist’s worldview.

Do you work for a church leader who doesn’t seem to be able to deal with any emotions? Do they become upset when people in your community show emotion in meetings or on a Sunday morning? Are they the kind of person who prefers to keep things cerebral and finds a touching sermon offensive? Be wary of an emotionally disconnected leader who chafes against expressions of emotion or fails to respond to those they lead with emotional maturity.

They have a potty mouth. 

Research shows that narcissists are more likely to use negative language and swear when they communicate. [ref] Now, in terms of local church leadership, if you have a leader that drops the F-bomb in meetings just to draw attention or to redirect the discussion, you may be working with a narcissist. The narcissist knowingly uses harsh language to make people uncomfortable and to coerce others. This is even more recognizable within the local church where such harsh language is not the normal lingo. 

You know that person who always tries to make it all about them in a conversation? The person who’s ready to jump in with the next anecdote as soon as you finish speaking? Whether it’s one-upmanship or going out of their way to prove their significance, a narcissist constantly dives in to speak next and to shape the focus towards themselves. Anita Vangelisti, a psychologist at the University of Texas, stated that narcissists typically prefer to keep the conversation around themselves by making “exaggerating hand and body movements, using a loud tone of voice, and ‘glazing over’ when others speak” [refThe idea of exaggerated hand movements or loud talking is particularly notable; someone who tries to use physical dominance to control a conversation should be a red flag.

They take credit for your ideas. 

Remember that cool outreach you did last year that drew record attendance at your church? Say you were the one who presented the idea or even executed the whole thing. A narcissistic leader would be the type to convey the impression that it was their idea or even claim that they themselves were the key factor for the project’s success. You might be working for a narcissist if they regularly take credit for what you’re doing and try to attach their name to it. 

This is particularly problematic in the local church where we have a limited amount of bandwidth for our communities to know about how the church works and what makes things happen. We all know it takes a team to “make church happen”, but if a leader goes out of their way to cover up other team members’ contributions or directs all the credit back to themselves, that is a red flag indicating narcissism

If this is a peer leader, it might be wise for you to address this with them as well as involve a supervisor. If your supervisor is the one taking credit for everything and it’s making you uncomfortable, talk with them and try to explore why they feel the need to edge out the team. Again, a narcissist will most likely not take this conversation well. However, a balanced and healthy person will be able to understand your point and articulate some sense of contrition. Their reaction to this conversation will be yet another indication of whether they exhibit narcissist tendencies or not.

He’s young. 

Okay, let’s get real honest here for a second. There are some interesting patterns in narcissism research that indicate a high concentration of narcissism in young and/or male leaders. After 34,653 face-to-face interviews, psychologist Frederick Stinson found that men tend to be more narcissistic than women during their lifespan. He also found that narcissism seems to peak during adolescence and then decline with age. 

So, what does that mean for us? It means that a young male leader is more likely to be a narcissist. This statement isn’t meant to universally label all young male leaders, but it is an important distinction because men still tend to predominantly lead the local church. This statistic and pattern alone may speak to why so many local church leaders are diagnosed or diagnosable narcissists. Frankly, we have a disproportionate amount of men leading in the local church and therefore a greater risk of the presence of narcissistic leaders. The picture of an over revved, narcissistic young male leader who’s trying to prove something isn’t just a stereotype—in many churches, it’s a reality. 

Think you’re following a narcissist? Here are some next steps.

If you think that you may be working with or following a narcissistic leader, here are a few things you can do:

  • Slow down. Sure, you just reviewed some points that might make it feel as if the person you’re following is a narcissist and maybe you feel you should run for the hills. But don’t react just yet. We all have some egotistical or prideful tendencies, but it doesn’t mean that everyone who exhibits a hint of pride or self-centeredness is a narcissist. Carefully consider and investigate the specific traits of a narcissist. Take your time, pray, consider. Don’t overreact. 
  • Observe your leader in a variety of settings. Sometimes your leader acts a certain way when they’re around the church staff but behave different with their family, friends, or with volunteers in the church. Getting a chance to see people in a variety of settings will help you see the truth about who they are more clearly. If these traits represent themselves in multiple environments and settings, then you may have more reason for concern.
  • Find a way to supply feedback. We need to be clear with people who are narcissistic in their approach to life. Are you encouraging them to move towards a healthier approach to life and leadership? This point deserves more conversation than this blog post could ever provide, but Matthew 18 is a good place to start. How can you confront someone who has clearly sinned against you and against the church with their narcissism? If you are in an appropriate position to supply that feedback, then think carefully about how to frame that conversation. However, you also need to remember that a narcissist might not listen or respond to your feedback. At that point, different steps might need to be taken.
  • Realize that it might be time for you (or them) to leave. Remember that there are healthy leaders out there who would love to have you on their team. I don’t say that lightly, but you need to ask yourself, are you enabling a narcissistic leader to continue to serve in their position? Are you giving them a platform for their narcissism to grow? I’m not trying to blame you, but I am asking you to think about what role you are playing as you also try to lead from a healthy place. If a narcissistic leader leads within the local church, it usually ends in disaster. Over the years, I’ve sadly seen such leaders carelessly ride their churches into the ground. So, ask yourself, am I allowing them to continue in that role by validating their behavior as a follower and do I need to step out from under their leadership? Is there some other level of leadership in the church that I can bring my concerns to in an effort to ensure the health of my church?

What is your advice for other leaders who think they might be following a narcissistic leader? What aspects have I missed? Leave a comment below. 


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  1. We are stuck with such a leader. He’s been with us for 2 years. It’s his first call. He boasts, “I’ve been to seminary” and “I have a Ph.D.” I want to show this article to the church Session (governing board in the presbyterian-PCUSA-church. My wife says dom’t do it. Those who don’t have to work with him love him to death. Those who serve on the Session and certain committees are pulling their hair out. Some have left the church because of his domineering, attitude. We’ve tried talking to him but his has and answer for almost everything. When he doesn’t his response is, “Well that’s your opinion.” We are frustrated.

    1. Lloyd, all you can do is pray, but you don’t have to continually expose yourself to let him hurt you either 🙂

      1. We are in the same situation. “The problem” is leaving (his own choice), but there is a tremendous amount of healing that needs to happen. Unfortunately, much of the congregation doesn’t realize the abuse that has happened, and the damage it has caused. My prayer is that the interim pastor will be a guiding force in our change for a healthier church environment, and help in the decrement process in calling a new pastor.

  2. I have apparently been a victim of spiritual abuse… via narcissism. My pastor has blocked me and unfriended me a few times apparently because I do not share his beliefs on a controversial issue. I n my research on spiritual abuse and narcissism I have found that many people with this disorder tend to TARGET one person while treating others completely differently… making the targeted person wonder about themselves. Once the targeted person is no longer available someone else is found as the next target…continuing the pattern.
    Apparently the spirits of Jezebel and Leviathan may be responsible which makes sense as Satans agenda is to destroy the Church.

  3. Hmmm…How much evidence is there really for psychiatric labels? Wasn’t the DSM-V created by committee, and not by science? And don’t these labels stigmatize and scapegoat at least as much as they describe? My qualms aside, I do think that the power and spiritual specialness of being a clergy member can bring out the worst in some people. And perhaps the emotional demands of congregants corrupt clergy too. Witness the health and wealth gospel. There’s a great documentary on Netflix about this. I suggest these types of clergy wouldn’t get far if they didn’t pander to people’s greed and fear. Have faith, and you’ll be cured of your illnesses! Plus wealthy. Jesus and his disciples didn’t have easy lives. Real Christianity involves suffering for your moral choices, humility, and often other difficulties, such as poverty. . Of course, the peace and freedom are worth it.

    1. Yes. This is my experience as well. From what I understand, narcissist thrive on drama. They need a “bad guy.” Someone who may be also getting some positive attention. In the two pastors that I struggled with, they played a person behind the scenes long before that person realized they were a target. By the time the person rose to defend themselves, they were already boxed in. And when that target is destroyed and gone, it does not take long before another target is picked.

  4. I’ve been reading up on the connection between Child Abuse/ Child Emotional Neglect and Narcissism. Often, narcissists have been raised by narcissistic parents and/ or their emotional needs haven’t been met or they’ve suffered another type of abuse. There needs to be grace and sensitivity when dealing with people with these traits – I think a prayerful approach is essential.

    1. “There needs to be grace and sensitivity when dealing with people”
      Trust me, no amount of grace and sensitivity will ever satisfy them – and they certainly won’t show you even a fraction of that grace.
      Trust me, the worst mistake you can ever make with them is believing they will appreciate grace
      and use it to clean up their act – they won’t, they are in complete pathological blindness to their act.
      It is almost impossible for them to recognise grace, they are that entitled and self-deceived.
      It is like somebody sticking a knife in you, yelling at you that you “made” them do it, sulking
      until you apologise, and not even thanking you for the grace of covering for their criminal act.
      They actually believe they “deserve” that (and that you “deserve” what you got) they are that
      pathologically entitled and blind to their own rotten abusive behaviour.

      The fact that they were abused earlier in life is not an excuse.

      Grace and sensitivity are for people who WANT to work on their behaviour.
      Pathological narcissists do not want to. They put all their energy into avoiding accountability.
      They will go to extreme lengths to scapegoat & destroy anyone who leads them to
      see their own behaviour, or brushes on personal accountability.

      Every time you give them more grace, you deepen their pathology, and remove them further
      from any chance of healing.

      They should only be given as much grace as they give out – no more.
      That is a fair system that will separate the repentant narcissist from the exploitative psychopath.

      They manipulate the concept of grace to be, “let me off the hook (you fool)” and they
      silently laugh at your duty to empathy.

      One of the telling signs is enjoyment – if they wear a sadistic smirk during their worst abuse
      i.e. they get the most enjoyment when they see they’re causing you the most pain.
      Watch where they get their pleasure from.
      One pastor who perfectly fits the profile of a psychopath, when presented with dozens
      of opportunities to bless you, is absolutely uninterested. But when presented with
      the slightest chance to act out cruelty, manipulation, gas-lighting, scapegoating
      and other harm-causing behaviours on you, they run, leap, and jump into it.
      I asked that pastor for a blessing for my new career, as they knew my story of being underpaid.
      I formally emailed them. They gave the silent treatment. While continuing to ask the congregation
      for money. I asked for a positive prophecy, for a blessing. They gave the silent treatment.
      I messaged the pastor that one of their connect group members had sent me messages
      promising threats of violence, and calling Christianity ‘bull….’
      That narcissistic pastor is more welcoming and supporting of an anti-Christian sociopath / narcissist
      than me who actually believes in the things they preach, and wants to support the church with tithes.
      Let that sink in… A pastor, who preaches to give money to the church… will not bless the new career
      of somebody who believes in Christ and wants to tithe to the church… and treats them coldly
      and distantly… while keeping a ‘trusted’ inner circle of passive-aggressive & violent, malevolent,
      anti-Christian people, who bully and scapegoat anyone who has the integrity to say,
      “wait, this can’t be right”.

  5. […] Rich Birch – Early on Rich had the privilege of leading in one of the very first multisite churches in North America.  He led the charge in helping The Meeting House in Toronto to become the leading multi-site church in Canada with over 4,500 people in 6 locations. (Today they are 17 locations with somewhere over 6,000 people attending.) In addition, Rich served on the leadership team of Connexus Community Church in Ontario, a North Point Community Church Strategic Partner.  Rich’s most popular post of the year was 5 Signs You Are Following A Narcissistic Church Leader. […]

  6. One thing to do when you realize you have a narcissistic pastor on your hands is to check for a past criminal history in every state they’ve been, especially if sexual issues are a frequent topic or the pastor exhibits abusive or severe controlling personality traits. Watch for frequent changes to the pastor’s relocation/employment history as well, that’s another big red flag.

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Rich Birch
Rich Birch is one of the early multi-site church pioneers in North America. He led the charge in helping The Meeting House in Toronto to become the leading multi-site church in Canada with over 5,000+ people in 18 locations. In addition, he served on the leadership team of Connexus Church in Ontario, a North Point Community Church Strategic Partner. He has also been a part of the lead team at Liquid Church - a 5 location multisite church serving the Manhattan facing suburbs of New Jersey. Liquid is known for it’s innovative approach to outreach and community impact. Rich is passionate about helping churches reach more people, more quickly through excellent execution.His latest book Church Growth Flywheel: 5 Practical Systems to Drive Growth at Your Church is an Amazon bestseller and is design to help your church reach more people in your community.